Lost In Time

So today when I was working on a very crazy puppy I let my mind wonder over my life. How did I get to where I am today, and what happened in my past. It wandered over my years in school, and my childhood. Oddly though my mind kept coming back to a few memories of back when I seamed to be happier in life. The few times I went the zoo with friends, when a good friend of mine and myself waited for a few movies to come out and how we dragged my sister into it to take us to them. Now as I sit here thinking about things, so much has changed. My friends are far and few. I really know nothing about my two closest friends, one I might talk to once a month and the other maybe twice a year if I'm lucky. My other two friends are who knows where. I only get a call from if she needs a ride to work and the other is off somewhere in the US. I've started talking to a couple of my coworkers who are quickly becoming friends. I noticed that it always seams that my friends comes in twos and then they will brake off in twos leaving me once again alone. At times I feel that that is how I am meant to live to always be alone.